-You always got Sunshine :D

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Nampa, Idaho, United States
Heyy, name is Jesse Lee Breshears. i 16 years old right now and so far im alive and kicking, i always try to love life, i dont have much, but i make of what i got and have the best times doing it. family is what matters most to me at this point, my friends second. i love them all and i know no one is perfect but i try to be the bast i can, i am not like other kids my age, i have been through alot more than a normal teenager has and its made who i am today,i love to write and i need a plce where people can read, enjoy and comment, so please, do that :) be honest im oppen to critisism, i know my spelling sucks ass, but go with me on this please. if there is anything interesting you want my opinion on or just somthing for me to write about dont be afraid to ask and give me your ideas! Also Follow me on Twitter @CharliySunshine and add me on Fackbook! -Sunshine<3

Friday, October 02, 2009

5 important things


in all my life that i have lives so far i have really only learned five things.......


1) family, is all that matters no matter what happens, they are all you have, whether you like it or not.i have really come to realize that in these past few years, its really something to think about, sure married couples fight, sometimes they break up or try and pull together as a family. but really when the world comes to an end, all that really matters is well, whose gunna be the one standing by your side?


2) keep your friends close, your enemies closer....my opinion, bull shit. treat your friends like family, love them, help them and be there 4 them, as for your enemies, punch em i the face an walk away, if they still don't get the point, do it again.


3) forget "n" forgive- i will never forgive, you cant make me, and forgive, highly doubt that, i don't really hold grudges at least i don't like to, but i know whats right and whats wrong, and when you cross that line with me, i don't ever forget.


4) cherish your memories, good or bad, memories are one of the most important thing in life, they can make you who you are today. you may only have them for a little while.


Last and the most important

5) be who you are, no one else can do a better job, if people have a problem with who you are, they can fuck off. they don't know who you are, your life story, or what kind of shit you have been through in life, they have no room to judge.
same goes for them, do not judge a book by its cover.




- Jesse Breshears

Monday, June 29, 2009

i miss you daddy


Now three months have passed,I still havn't forgoten the day,My mother came to say,That you had gone..gone away.It makes me sick,and weak,I can't stand it any longer,Each day the pain Gets stronger and stronger.You were like a rock,Strong, faithful,and trueI will always keep that memorie,But i still, don't have you.I was once dady's little girl,Then i took my own path,And you said i was not the best to you.But i had so much respect,And now my pain is back,The pain i felt so long ago.But i know,i hope,I will see you again.I remember you told me once,I was your life,But daddy, if that was true,Then where did you go?I will see you again,Like i said before,But im still alone,You left me......You hurt me,And for that reason i cry nightly,For now i have no father.I pray to you every day and every night,"Hey pop, you there?I miss you daddy,but you....can not hear"I would still tell you,I will see you one day,And i would make you promise,You'd be close and always near.As i get older,I have dreams of you,those memories,of the times we use to play.Through you i've learned,T o face my fears,To hold my head up high,And to carry myself with pride.Thank you daddy,For the many times you faught,For the times you faught for me,And everybody who needed saving.I never saw you give up,Untill now,Please tell me the truth,explain why, and how....I love you daddy 1959-2009
-Jesse Breshears